I wish .........

I WISH I COULD...!!
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I sit on this cold lovely night
There is one bright star in the sky
I wish I could find happiness
But all that I can do is cry
even though you're so far away
still have so much to say

There is picture of you in my mind
but lonelyness in my heart
It's been long time since you went away
left without a word, nothing to say
I often toss and turn in bed
can't get you out of my head

counting every moment that goes by
and the tears that i cry,
I wish I could listen the sound
the falling tears could make
But all I can find is that
these tears make no sound

The consequences were so tough
though you treated me very rough
This time I promise I wont run
But atleast see what you've done
I had my own reason not to hate you
'Coz you dont feel the way I do!.