Thursday, January 20, 2005

I do believe its not yet over

What fate has conspired for you no body knows and no one even know what is going to happen just a moment later. May be all these sayings are right but I beg to differ from them. For me it is not true because we really know what is going to happen atleast with 99 % possibility but only in 1 % case we get setbacks. Atleast I know what I am going to type for next few moments :) what say?? But surely fate has an important role to play in your life. Thats what happened with me .... even my bad luck has brought a great sense of happiness by giving me a call for living my life once again.
Is it my bad luck or good luck? dont even know until I came to an end.whatever be the case I wil face the world now with the firm ideas and with the high morals.Well ..... I never know this would be the time and the moment which came would brought me here at such a platform where I have to decide whether to move back or to go on my way ..... the way where there is no destination only the journey.
How this VInod can be so harsh with himself.There is only one person in the whole world whom I ever listened or I will be listening to ever in life ... that is none other than me..I have always listened to my heart and infact it was sometimes wrong but I do belive it.As for me "I always trust my heart but it is not always right".Of course mind is also not right all the time.I have a strong feelings for myself as being a loser and this negative thinking would one day led me into trouble.anyways those were the bygones era.Something I have done I shouldnt have done it.I am really feeling bad of what i hvae done wrong.There was no ones else fault even but I did it as I sensed something fishy in it.
Will I ever be out of this trap of mk or not?Or will it always be going forever with me?Sorry ***** and ***** , I never meant those words.Those were harsh I know it but it was for my precautions and one day u will realise too that I was never wrong. Your ambitious nature is the only trouble for me it shows you can leave everything for your ambition and thats where I am selfish.Really its a great experience now for me that I have found you but I have no expectation from anyone.Even if we are not together talking .... I wont get hurt atleast.........

"I like U not b'coz U are good but U are good b'coz I like U"
"When there is something to share ..... WRITING is never an option"

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