It was not even morning when my eye opened its petal to look around some beautiful scene but hmmmm it was not a beautiful at all but infact it was the uglist nightmare I have seen.N I'm sure someone who knows abt my nightmare might have sensed the true person in the dream..Oh it was the same but the scene was new and situation was not taken to be granted as a cool one.Yesterday calender showed me the finger in the sense of horrifying sprit as my exam went totally crap and I wanted to overcome to this skrewed up moment but all went in vain.I dont know why I am always trying to save my ass from work but everytime I try I got my ass struck up in a big trouble.Hell lots of work to be done and I started none.
Well I wont say if that ring tone brought any enough fortune to me in the early morning but I'm sure it was really not so nice to listen that soft killing voice but well could guess it was becas of that I did some good work in the first exam but overconfident put me down with the setting sun and got totally skrewed up in the next exam.
Today this time I am frustrate with myself have no choice no interest totally got sick of getting myself involved in something I am not good at.When the spicy feelings come into my mind I always get sad becas it shows I am a looser a deadly looser who have no choice left.Only this moment itself could be a witnes for my failure and for my frustration and still hoping to encounter such incident again and again.I need to give myself to some space and time to discover myself as I think I am lost completely.Getting bored even in writing my own blog.One important thing "Life is not always the bed of roses sometimes it is thorn and pain that never goes".Well for missing part of course I miss someone very special but that speciality they wont realise ever lol.ok bye
Vinod
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