Last days at IIIT

If you spend some time at some place you will either end up with either sweet or sour memories. But staying for four years at the same place is not a piece of cake (:d) it has bitter taste too. I have a mixer of experienced during these years of stay. It doesnt add to my crown if I say I have left many friends infact not friends but few aquaintances whom I happen to know for sometime. It always happen those who are with you , are not going to be with u for life.But leaving in the middle for stupid reasons doesnt show the indication of friendship at all. I would better call this relation as "pact or in better sense a conditional friendship".
I hardly believe in friendship now after some instances.Most of the people here just lie for showing their importance in front of friends. I know I never had deficiency of good friends ever in my life and I really dont want to break those old relations for new ones.I have some sweet memories here at IIIT that would always remain with me for life and even if I dont want to remember it ... it will never let me leave like a shadow. Some person were really great but some werent of like that.Let me start with myself .......... Me a real psycho , arrogant , idiot , over emotional and blah blah.... these are the unspoken words from someone for me.Ok I do disagree with these ....... I never give any right to others to decide who I am and even I dont keep any right to decide how others are. Only insecure people go for judging themselves. Though my own words echo into my ears "In the end we will remember not the words but the silence of friends" but at this point I myself disagree. I never forget the words said by my enemies and these words are always with me even if I want to forget it I wont be.
Thats fine ... to defiant those cracky words I have some words for caring too and words of friendship that I really hate now.Well these are the mixed feelings once I start counting it .... it will never go on end.Lets give it the break at this point for the time being. I will be continuing this soon . going for lunch now.
Bye Vindd