I never thought even in my dream that the moment I am going to face next would bring something that I never expected.I had lot of experiences of sweet and sour taste of this life. This one was really bitter neither sweet nor sour.Truth is bitter but all bitter is not truth.I person whom I thought she wont never mind my words as I always say just for the sake of saying and nothing seriously she did mind it and there comes the problem again.How can someone be so word catching.If I say good no one cares and the moment I say something bad it goes into the nerves.
Is it my fault, if I said everything by thinking she wont mind because I thought she is just like me but I was reallly wrong and I got the punishment for the sins that I committed unknowingly.I have no more grievances with anyone not even with myself because I really dont want to have it.I know u may not be reading it but I am sure one day u will and then you will realise where were u wrong.I just want to say you one thing "Dont take my words to your heart because I am also a human being and I too say something I dont mean it really".You are really a nice person and I really respect your feelings and even I would have reacted the same when someone else would speak something like that to me for someone who is mine.And you too did the same.I respect your decision and would just ask for forgiveness and I hope it wont be repeated again.
One most important thing I realised today is that whatever you think and whatever you say just dont say it until you know the person whom you are speaking with and never say it to those people who are not like you.I take things easily and dont want to give my mind unneccesary burden.But how come you keep your head cool if there is something wrong in your mind. Tension makes a man more tensed and so I never wanted to take this stupid things after an incident but this came and this ahppened again with me and this is really bothering me.I never want to hurt anyone not even my enemy then how can I think of hurting you the one whom I respect and like too.
Well I have many things to say u and I am sure you are really kind enough to give me chance to speak my words so that we could decide where were we wrong.I hope you are ok and will be fine even if we are no more interested.I will try to know wht is wrong with me?and Was it so bad ? Anyway I have important work to finish so lets see when I get time to talk to you.
Bye Vinod
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