Inspiration

Last night somebody called me and it was really interesting and really comfortable to talk with him as he is one of the few seniors whom I respect from heart.He made me realise tht I really have some problem with me and I can do anything if I want and work hard.After talking to him I got enough confidence for work and now I think I can do better. This was one of the very few lucky days where I get a happiness around me. Since morning I had some work and was actually not feeling well to do tht so I slept and when I got up it was too late so I decided to work for sometime and I did actually. I culdnt finish the work but I am satisfied tht atleast I hve tried and would be doing so whenever I m free.
"Wise men write blog because they have something to write but Fools write because they have to write something". I dont know in which category do I fall. Everything happens for a good cause perhaps my failure would bring more success some day. this makes me stronger everyday and I feel a confidence inside me these days becas I am getting failed and I could discover the exact reason of my being failure. I hope one day I could eliminate it. Some of the words were so inspiring for me tht it has kept a permanent place in my heart and I could listen the words again and again whenever I feel like listening it.
I have many things in heart and guess if the right moment comes I will be able to give them words. They need words to come out from my heart there is no other way by which I can let them come out of it. yeah a great thing happen with me When I was feeling as if I am a successful man or might be it was just a feelings for me then I found many around me but now I find they are still around me but they are now changed well it happens "success has got many parents and failure is an orphan". Though I am very poor in taking decisions but yet I have taken one. Let them others think tht u r a full .. let others think u r mad .. let others think whtever they want to think. Just be wht u r and dont give them right to decide wht u r and who u r . You r completely a unique identity with lots of hidden features with u and might be others are very special too but the best person is me.
After reading blogs of some unknown person (a girl from IIT D).I have got inner strenght.She mentioned the only person she has given importance in her life is her dad her mom her brother and herself. For me too Its the same case and I think I m no longer different than her in this respect. I love myself thts wht I mean.I dont care about others but I do care abt who I am and wht I can be.Yeah friends are always there and they keep changing their shapes their sizes thier enviroment their identity but I wont.Everything of mine is just mine and it cant be of others. I did realised thes things but now time has stepped a long way.Neway ther is never late for those who try and those who start.Now I have started my journey of new life lets see how far I will be able to walk on my way.
Best of luck to me :)
Vinod