Convocation

It was not at all a happy ending for me , dont know abt others but for me it was just a waste of my time.I dont regret on wasting time in writing my blog or chatting or even reading other blogs but really I really regreted after going back to college. Hope I wont ever go back to the same place. We reached the college at around 11:30 (+ , - half hour) but the world was changed for me. Expected something else once again forgot my own words "dont expect anything". Well I got really bored over there and wanted to return tht day itself.But night was really gr8 for me as I was out of the campus for whole night.
I landed up in Niraj room (A person whom I admire as somene who is close to me).There was no problem for me to stay there but I wanted to stay with my classmates tht didnt happen. Google was on leave and sachin wasnt present there in the morning n also arjun's father has come. Neway it did bother me.Out of nine ppl with whom I used to be .. only four were present n then I realised time has changed everyone. I guess it must have changed me too but I believe it went into right direction.These two days were horrible for me to spend there even I tried in the evening to go before convocation but here I was unlucky and couldnt get my ticket booked.I'm very happy in my own world and really hate someone to intrude into my privacy n world.World will look the same as you want to see it.
Is it my bad time or is it my ugliest days of my life or is it because my distorted luck? someday I could find the answers.I've never dreamt of facing the nightmare but I did.whole day I cursed my presence over thr.I pray from god tht never let me taste these moments again in my life.Wearing gown and taking degree doesnt impress much but I wanted to be thrilled to see some of my batchmates.Unfortunately it didnt happen.Online life is better than real life for me.I am very happy to live a life with my virtual dream , sitting beside this idiotic machine doing some stupid things.I wish I would nver come out of my this world becas atleast here I dont see myself hurted with bloodless spots.
At the end I wud just say these words ... convocation day was a horrible experience for me as I was forced to do wht I cant even dream of.I'm now at the mountain of happiness as I'm in banglore with my dream with my thoughts with my virtual poetic life.Yeah of course I went ther to meet some1 special tht has been lost last month.Well I know I can forgive me enemies but I never forgive my friends n this bloody ego n stupid nature of mine again led me to lose some1 and I cudnt even call tht some1.Neway this time if I go back to hyd I will make sure tht I dont go to my college ever and I wont have to face the nightmare again but definitely hoping to see my some1 once atleast.yeah I got some work today.so good night.