Talk with a stranger

In the late hour of this wonderful night while I was orkutting (this word deserves to be in oxford dictionary) my sixth sense buzzed my emty head. I did see an invisible person trust me.(and btw how did u cum to know tht i m online at this time............wen i m in invisible mode?).I said Hi without thinking of ne reply but u wont beleive a person getting a rank of ** is so dessent enough to reply back.I had always a dream for getting a rank within 100 in JEE but unfortunately this world is full of better ppl than me.For them grapes r not sour.Since last four years I've talked with thousands of strangers infact I still talk with them.It's not a big deal but this 1001th stranger :D is something different.
I always had a gr8 respect 4 intelligent n deserving ppl especially girls who do better than boy like me ofcourse.They get special attention in my brain infact they 've created some virtual memory inside this small brain chip (thts the reason why everytime my void pointer points to special data type).Well tht person is highly ambitious I can bet it (it's not a big deal.........thr r ** ppl ahead of me ).One more thing I wud like to mention here tht unknown stranger is a good and frank human being atleast these words reflect it.( if tht had been the case thn i wud not have replied u).This is wht I think well this is my thinking n thinking can be wrong but I wud really appreciate if I'm 100% right this time.It's all abt tht stranger lets see if I'm ever fortunate enough to catch agin.
Updates for today :
never make STD calls to unknown it could cost u to end up with 0 paisa balance in ur mobile.
dont talk much on phone person might nt be listening to u.
never talk to same ppl again n again they get bored.
never make some1 ur priority when u r just an option for them.
yaar today all these above things happened in different ways and most interesting thing happened with me is tht I talked for 5 hours today on phone .......... dont know with whom hehehhehe. No balance in mobile so had to settle down with local calls now :(.Played TT while amal called me but still I defeated tht person 4 times continuously :)).Tried to learn pool but no success.wht else ??Today I got enough inspiration from sm1 but I'm not a good decision taker.well it's getting late........ so bye n happy dreaming.
VInod

Convocation

It was not at all a happy ending for me , dont know abt others but for me it was just a waste of my time.I dont regret on wasting time in writing my blog or chatting or even reading other blogs but really I really regreted after going back to college. Hope I wont ever go back to the same place. We reached the college at around 11:30 (+ , - half hour) but the world was changed for me. Expected something else once again forgot my own words "dont expect anything". Well I got really bored over there and wanted to return tht day itself.But night was really gr8 for me as I was out of the campus for whole night.
I landed up in Niraj room (A person whom I admire as somene who is close to me).There was no problem for me to stay there but I wanted to stay with my classmates tht didnt happen. Google was on leave and sachin wasnt present there in the morning n also arjun's father has come. Neway it did bother me.Out of nine ppl with whom I used to be .. only four were present n then I realised time has changed everyone. I guess it must have changed me too but I believe it went into right direction.These two days were horrible for me to spend there even I tried in the evening to go before convocation but here I was unlucky and couldnt get my ticket booked.I'm very happy in my own world and really hate someone to intrude into my privacy n world.World will look the same as you want to see it.
Is it my bad time or is it my ugliest days of my life or is it because my distorted luck? someday I could find the answers.I've never dreamt of facing the nightmare but I did.whole day I cursed my presence over thr.I pray from god tht never let me taste these moments again in my life.Wearing gown and taking degree doesnt impress much but I wanted to be thrilled to see some of my batchmates.Unfortunately it didnt happen.Online life is better than real life for me.I am very happy to live a life with my virtual dream , sitting beside this idiotic machine doing some stupid things.I wish I would nver come out of my this world becas atleast here I dont see myself hurted with bloodless spots.
At the end I wud just say these words ... convocation day was a horrible experience for me as I was forced to do wht I cant even dream of.I'm now at the mountain of happiness as I'm in banglore with my dream with my thoughts with my virtual poetic life.Yeah of course I went ther to meet some1 special tht has been lost last month.Well I know I can forgive me enemies but I never forgive my friends n this bloody ego n stupid nature of mine again led me to lose some1 and I cudnt even call tht some1.Neway this time if I go back to hyd I will make sure tht I dont go to my college ever and I wont have to face the nightmare again but definitely hoping to see my some1 once atleast.yeah I got some work today.so good night.

Inspiration

Last night somebody called me and it was really interesting and really comfortable to talk with him as he is one of the few seniors whom I respect from heart.He made me realise tht I really have some problem with me and I can do anything if I want and work hard.After talking to him I got enough confidence for work and now I think I can do better. This was one of the very few lucky days where I get a happiness around me. Since morning I had some work and was actually not feeling well to do tht so I slept and when I got up it was too late so I decided to work for sometime and I did actually. I culdnt finish the work but I am satisfied tht atleast I hve tried and would be doing so whenever I m free.
"Wise men write blog because they have something to write but Fools write because they have to write something". I dont know in which category do I fall. Everything happens for a good cause perhaps my failure would bring more success some day. this makes me stronger everyday and I feel a confidence inside me these days becas I am getting failed and I could discover the exact reason of my being failure. I hope one day I could eliminate it. Some of the words were so inspiring for me tht it has kept a permanent place in my heart and I could listen the words again and again whenever I feel like listening it.
I have many things in heart and guess if the right moment comes I will be able to give them words. They need words to come out from my heart there is no other way by which I can let them come out of it. yeah a great thing happen with me When I was feeling as if I am a successful man or might be it was just a feelings for me then I found many around me but now I find they are still around me but they are now changed well it happens "success has got many parents and failure is an orphan". Though I am very poor in taking decisions but yet I have taken one. Let them others think tht u r a full .. let others think u r mad .. let others think whtever they want to think. Just be wht u r and dont give them right to decide wht u r and who u r . You r completely a unique identity with lots of hidden features with u and might be others are very special too but the best person is me.
After reading blogs of some unknown person (a girl from IIT D).I have got inner strenght.She mentioned the only person she has given importance in her life is her dad her mom her brother and herself. For me too Its the same case and I think I m no longer different than her in this respect. I love myself thts wht I mean.I dont care about others but I do care abt who I am and wht I can be.Yeah friends are always there and they keep changing their shapes their sizes thier enviroment their identity but I wont.Everything of mine is just mine and it cant be of others. I did realised thes things but now time has stepped a long way.Neway ther is never late for those who try and those who start.Now I have started my journey of new life lets see how far I will be able to walk on my way.
Best of luck to me :)
Vinod

Friends.

These are my favorite quotes and I count myself lucky in the sense tht I got it somewhere a person from IIT I guess.I just copied it but really its worth reading.


It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be; because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to.

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person too.

A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live life so that when you die... you are the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.








No man/woman is worth your tears and the only one who is, will never make you cry.

If you love someone, put their name in a circle, instead of a heart, because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.

Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say.

If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

Don't frown, because you never know who's falling in love with your smile!

If you judge people, you have no time to love them





Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Please tell those people who mean something to you, to those who have touched your life in one way or another, to those who make you smile when you really need it, to those that make you see the brighter side of things when you are really down, and to those who you want to let them know that you appreciate their friendship.




Facts of life


At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.

The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.

A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

You mean the world to someone.

Without you, someone may not be living.

You are special and unique, in your own way.

Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.

When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.

Always remember compliments you received, forget about the rude remarks.

Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.

If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they're great.



Rules for the new year

1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.

Disappointments are like road bumps, they slow you down a bit but you enjoy the smooth road afterwards. Don't stay on the bumps too long. Move on!

When you feel down because you didn't get what you want, just sit tight and be happy, because God has thought of something better to give you.

When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's savants, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.

You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved; the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.

Never abandon an old friend. You will never find one who can take his place. Friendship is like wine, it gets better as it grows older.



There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.



I believe-

that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

that you can keep going long after you can't.

that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up.

that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know you.

that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.



Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push.

Actions speak louder than words.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.



A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.

Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it.

BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.

TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS.

Friends are FOREVER.

Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of you life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.



MEMO FROM GOD:

To: YOU
Date: TODAY
From: THE BOSS
Subject: YOURSELF
Reference: LIFE


I am God. Today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help.

If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it. Kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. It will be addressed in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold onto it.

If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege.

Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years.

Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return.

Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children.

Should your car break down, leaving you miles away From assistance; Think of the paraplegic who would love the opportunity to take that walk.

Should you notice a new gray hair in the mirror; Think of the cancer patient in chemo who wishes she had hair to examine.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

Should you find yourself the victim of other people's bitterness, ignorance, smallness or insecurities; Remember, things could be worse. You could be them!!!!



A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat."

"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.

"No", she replied. "He's out."

"Then we cannot come in", they replied.

In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.

"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"

The woman went out and invited the men in.

"We do not go into a House together," they replied

"Why is that?" she asked.

One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home."

The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!"

His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?" Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!"

"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife.

"Go out and invite Love to be our guest."

The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest."

Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, Why are you coming in?"

The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!!!!!!"



MY WISH FOR YOU...

-Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
-Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence in your ability to work through it.
-Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I wish you understanding, patience, and renewed strength.
-Where there is fear, I wish you love, and courage.




Pay attention to what you read. After you read this, you will know the reason why!

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON. It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent has been answered. And not it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON. Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is for real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind, but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life.



Work like you don't need the money, Love like you've never been hurt, and Dance like no one is watching.



A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after he has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you HAVE an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

A ball is a circle,
No beginning, no end.
It keeps us together, like our Circle of Friends.
But the treasure inside for you to see is the
treasure of friendship you've granted to me.
Today I pass the friendship ball to you.
Pass it on to someone who is a friend to you.....




For All the World To See

I had a dream the other night An angel came to me in white. She took me by her gentle hand Saying, "I'll show you things that are so grand." She took me to the mountain tops. We flew above the seas. Then we viewed the forest, So beautiful and green. In this dream she walked with me As we entered a beautiful meadow. She said, "His love and inspiration are for all the world to see. Come and close your eyes, dear child, Come dream awhile with me. Lay your head upon my lap. It's softness is your pillow," As she sang me to sleep beneath the weeping willow. The butterflies danced in


Think about them one at a time BEFORE going on to the next one.........IT DOES MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD specially the thought at the end.

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing so hard your face hurts.
3. A hot shower.
4. No lines at the supermarket
5. A special glance.
6. Getting mail.
7. Taking a drive on a pretty road.
8. Hearing your favourite song on the radio.
9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.
10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer.
11. Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price.
12. Chocolate milkshake. (or vanilla!) (or strawberry)
13. A long distance phone call.
14. A bubble bath.
15. Giggling.
16. A good conversation.
17. The beach.
18. Finding a 20 in your coat from last winter.
19. Laughing at yourself.
20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours.
21. Running through sprinklers.
22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.
24. Laughing at an inside joke.
25. Friends.
26. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
27. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
28. Your first kiss (either the very first or with a new partner).
29. Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
30. Playing with a new puppy.
31. Having someone play with your hair.
32. Sweet dreams.
33. Hot chocolate.
34. Road trips with friends.
35. Swinging on swings.
36. Wrapping presents under the Christmas tree while eating cookies and drinking your favourite tipple.
37. Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
38. Going to a really good concert.
39. Making eye contact with a cute stranger.
40. Winning a really competitive game.
41. Making chocolate chip cookies.
42. Having your friends send you home-made cookies.
43. Spending time with close friends.
44. Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends.
45. Holding hands with someone you care about.
46. Running into an old friend and realizing that some things (good or bad) never change.
47. Riding the best roller coasters over and over.
48. Watching the expression on someone's face as they open a much desired present from you.
49. Watching the sunrise.
50. Getting out of bed every morning and thanking God for another beautiful day.


Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.

Don't worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what.

Instead, let's cherish the relationships we have with those who do love us.

Let's think about what God HAS blessed us with. And what we are doing each day to promote ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally, as well shot at this and then it's gone. I hope you all have a blessed day.



Beautiful Women

Age 3: She looks at herself and sees a Queen.

Age 8: She looks at herself and sees Cinderella.

Age 15: She looks at herself and sees an Ugly Sister (Mum I can't go to school looking like this!)

Age 20: She looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly"- but decides she's going out anyway.

Age 30: She looks at herself and sees "too fat/too thin, too short/too tall, too straight/too curly" - but decides she doesn't have time to fix it, so she's going out anyway.

Age 40: She looks at herself and sees "clean" and goes out anyway.

Age 50: She looks at herself and sees "I am" and goes wherever she wants to go.

Age 60: She looks at herself and reminds herself of all the people who can't even see themselves in the mirror anymore. Goes out and conquers the world.

Age 70: She looks at herself & sees wisdom, laughter and ability, goes out and enjoys life.

Age 80: Doesn't bother to look. Just puts on a purple hat and goes out to have fun with the world.

Keep your heart free from hate, your mind from worry, your body from abuse. Live simply; expect little; give much. Think of the other person; forget yourself. Always do as you would be done by.

Don't hurry, don't worry. You're only here for a short visit. So be sure and stop to smell the flowers. --- Walter Hagen

Be careful when you put off the enjoyment of life until the time is right. Before you know it, the right time can change into a lost opportunity.



I wont say sorry here for copying because its a worth to be copied.I'm really grateful to that unknown writer for a nice collection.
thanks Vinod

Failure_Counter++

My first match was with Oracle
Couldnt make use of my Akal
Backed to my pavellion without opening account
Failure became failure + count
Infy was the second match
Couldnt bother to drop ne catch
Was not at all happy with it
Cuz it was nothing but a s**t
CA was totally a bouncer
Silently increased my "Failure Counter"
TCS came with little surprise
But I tried to become extra wise
Verizon brought one more laurel to me
Was totally taken aback to see
IBM came little late brought some smile
But I realised it lasted only for a while
Bhai Wipro was playing some other game
I got some problem there so I came
CSC was too cool
lastly made me a bloody fool
Everyday counter added new node
Couldn't even cry on the road
Adobe was a dream for me
Dont know if it was Warne or LEE
But bowled me on duck
I was now out of my luck
Amdocs was last in the series
Thought to open an account there
They didnt even bother and care
They thrown me right
Saala I didnt even fight
That series I lost
Had to pay a big cost
Abe Synopsys ne maara mujhko
Abhi tak samajh nahi aaya tujhko?
for Hughes I gave a careless try
Didnt find the time to cry
Google took my interview on phone
Testing nahi aati hai yaar..so gone
SETLabs was a new star
But I again got nothing yaar
SapLabs was totally in control
prepared well for this whole
pata nahi mera kahan tha HOLE
Saale ne daal diya "pole"
Microsoft is the recent crush
Went leaving my life with lots of fuss
Chalo ye hai meri Counter kahani
Dooba hun wahan jahan kam tha paani
Yaar "DIL" ho ya ho career
I have always found a barier.

chal bye
Vinod

Phata hua Kismat.

My linked list of failure has got two new nodes .... dont know if I ever encountered with the NULL pointer ........ hope its not a circular linked list.Some of the functions of my "FAILURE LINKED LIST" are as follows.
AddBegining - Dont care Order wont be affected.No extra space needed.
Addlast - Every addition of new node takes O(stress) time and O(frustration) space complexity.
DelBegining - Best case will take polynomial time
DelMiddle - Can be deleted but taking care of next pointer.
For every above defined functions I need an extra space which is O(tension ^2) and creates some dangling pointers.
Special case - So far NO null pointer :(. turning it to be a circular linked list.
Abe chhoro yaar BC tension se mera dimaag kharab ho raha hai. Yaar only 5 ppl got shortlisted n I was one of them so lucky for a moment and got bold on the next moment ball.Whole world got changed for me the next moment.
Failure is the ladder of success but this looks good when it is written only in the book its really bad to actually feel it. Lagta hai I am made or destined for Infosys yaaar. Now I have lost my diamond opportunity as I failed in MS interview :(...so bad but guess wht I learnt a new lesson.I m very thankful to patke,manjeet,kartika,pammy and sanyam for their help during my test time.Though I got totally differnt questions.That is other part of the story.
I got frustrated today as I couldnt present my best.Question was so easy for me that I could have end up giving 10 solutions but its my destiny tht didnt strike my mind to solve tht one at tht very instant. I took little bit more time and even wrote some bugful code tht I corrected it later but by tht time I was gone.
I know tht MS is not the last company in the world and failure once means not the end of the world but at the same time I think I am stupid and idiot too.I have really some problems to worked out for.SAP Labs bhi waisa hi hai. written cleared interview failed.Yaar fail ka ye silsila kab tak chalega? samajh mein nahi aata hai kya karun.Once upon a time I had all the options of both the MM.But now no M and no M only K.
chalo apna linked list to bana lun kitno mein main fail hua hun.
Oracle written fail
Infosys Chal kuch to mila
CA fir written fail
TCS interview screwed
Verizone written fail
IBM interview fail
Novell did not write
wipro interview screwed
kanbay did not try
CSC interview fail
Amodcs interview fail
Adobe written fail
Trilogy did not write
synopsys screwed interview
Hughes written fail
Oracle interview fail
SAP Labs interview fail
Microsoft interview fail

total statistics -- 9 written cleared -- 5 technical interview cleared -- three srewed HR interview -- finally got in Infosys.
I dont knwo when I will be able get over my failures. AB to SETLabs mein kaam karna hi padega .. nahi to yahan bhi nikaal dega. ok just wish me a luck Bye vinod

Coolest Friday ...

SETLabs is like our college Labs only in the sense of timing. Well how can I forget those six months not going to my favorite past time tht is .... going lab.Here too I dont miss anything if I say anything I mean anything. I have the same yahoo messenger and of course my passion of chatting still continues on MSN too. Some of the coolest friends of mine are only in MSN so I can't think of my life without MSN.Here in infosys most of the ppl dont have internet access during office hour but I count myself to be lucky one and fall into a privillege group who has internet access 24/7.So one can find me online even 24 hrs.Of course sometimes I am in invisible mode because ....... samjha karo bhai (no external disturbanc).
Today .....I mean last night I was here wasting my time in the real sense it happens when you are alone in the biggest hall with lots of facilies then you will end up in doing smt nonsense and I dont change the rule. With the sleepless night (horrible night really) cuz didnt get the vacant bed to sleep at 3:20 AM and had to settle for making a small nap over a damn small chair which cant even handle this little creature like me. Well night was a nightmare for me but day has brought something good for me.I was in my room sleeping at 6:00 AM when a call from some1 dared to disturb me but of course I didnt mind it . After sometime my bros called me saying that I got a nephew :).It was really cool moment for me.
After talking I cudnt bear and fight with this sleepy eyes. These tiny eyes reciprocated and denied to cope with me. SO they made me sleep agin..It was really late when the sun was overhead n with his bright rays passed a message to my eyes ..... hey enough is enough yaar ab to uth jaao.It was now 12 PM. Without having my bath I rushed to my office thinking smt wrong would happen with me today as I m so late but alas no such thing happend with me because my PM is really a cool person. He never cared when I come or go but he is only concerned abt the work tht I m in halfway.
Of course it is now lunch time n I cant even wait for any1 to accompany me ..... so sad I generally take my lunch alone thinking sm1 would accompany me.I had good lunch hey infy really serve a well balanced lunch.After lunch I went to office to do push my wheel of work little further.My PM came thr so I thought its right moment to make him a C*****.so I shown my half done work. Then I realiased its enough for today lets have a break. I came to cafe for browsing yaar cuz I dont feel comfortable in browsing while sitting in my cabin. Cafe is a place u can come anytime n access internet or use computer.But for internet u need special permission like me :).
Tab se abhi tak yahin hun .. kitni aayi aur kitni gayi lekin main to wahin ka wahin hun.Abhi tak online. yaar friday se achcha koi din nahi hota hai cuz u really wait for friday night ->saturday morning->saturday evening->sunday morning->of course sunday evening - >but ! monday morning. Aaaj waise kuchh kaam nahi kiya hun ... aaj kapde bhi dhone hain.so ab chalta hun.
Bye
vinod

Weekend Jhatka ...

Bhai logon (bahen jee excuse me) .... yaar kaun kahta hai ki life mein ek hi cheez constant hai and that constant is "change" .......but I strongly disagree with this point. After a great disaster once again in my life I recovered quickly now. No grievances no regret no tension no senti ......... sirf mast rahne kaa. Saala this week was full of problems for me and it ended in a gr8 disappointment.Somebody left me again ....... yaar smart and handsome nahi hone ka itni badi saza milti hai.
Wow I remember ....... "Throughtout my life I have been looking for a perfect girl and lastly I found her .... oh shit she was also looking for a perfect boy"..... Chalo forum ki taraf chalte hain ... bahut bhari pari hai yaar koi tension nahi lene kaa. I realised the truth of life here when I talk with some girl over here in infosys (So sad few girl only aunties and uncles here :(( ) I came to a common conclusion if a girl is beautiful and she is working for more than a month or two , she is having a boyfriend for sure ...... and if it not so then that girl is not beautiful for sure. So I end up with meeting with her boyfriends or brothers :( so pitious. I hate boyfriends and brothers but how far a life can go without these ppl.
Yeah I am smart re ... no doubt I feel I am smart at heart , handsome at my smile, witted at my thought, cool at head, calm at behavior...... hey what a girl would go for more than these qualities :))) :D ..... of course they would go for something I dont have but really I cant help it yaaar.
Forum now ....... enter into it. No need to flip your eyelids. Even coming drops from ur eyes would get soaked once you enter the gate.I was not in much surprised when I saw a half nude and exra modern girl smoking with their lots of boyfriends..... well thats her life n who I am to comment but yeat thats my life I have freedome to say my words dude. In banglore if u want to spend your weekend then just for some maals and forum ...... u will really get thrilled by the customs and modernity.I really enjoy there a lot even if I dont have someone with me .......who cares.Someday I would find someone special too for me because I think I am special too.I am Vinod Gupta and there is no1 in the world who is like me. I have everything mine ...... these two twinkling eyes I have not borrowed from anyone, even this scanty brown and white hairs is my very own.
Arey haan forum ki baat kar rahe the .... we met in forum but had only sad news with me to share with them this sunday so didnt get my words uttered.Met with Amal as*****,Bhavs,Evergreen piyush, Addy (I dont know what problem do I have with this very guy),Gadar (research) and Kakaji (sarnoff gr8) and above all our all time best achiever *anubhav.Shared some LIGHTmoments in a lightful mac'donald where I didnt had anything :( .... burger khaata nahi n thanda laga hai to thanda piya nahi. kuchh bhooli bichhare baatein kiye and one thing more about amal I noticed ....... HE IS STILL THE SAME ......... NO CHANGE IN LAST ONE MONTH PAHLE BHI J****** THA AND STILL HE IS A J******.
aur kya sunaye .... kuchh khaas isbaar nahi huya hai ..... haan yesterday I again tried my luck here in setlabs with a little girl working with me but again failed.yaaaar mere saaath ek hi cheez constant hai wo hai ........ FAILURE.waise I know I am on and on .... try maarte rahna chahiye kaun janta hai kab kahan kaise kyon aur kise kya mil jaaye.
miles to go before I sleep .... thousands to try before I fail.
Isiliye to abhi tak yahan office mein hun ....... raat ke ek baje RESEARCH JO KAR RAHA HUN :)) :D ....
chalo good night.aur haan I am still in setlabs koi change nahi hua.
bye
Vinod