Loosers dont have choices

Being a part of this nasty world I realised many things and even experienced some important instances too.At one point of time you feel this whole world is yours and in the very next moment you feel everything is lost.I wont say that I have realised this now but it happened with me many times and these last few days my life is full of all these experiences only.I lost something I never had...... what an irony.How can someone lose that he/she doesnt had? Yes he/she can .Since last few days whole world was mine and now I lost everyone.I have no choices and I have no options.
This life ends when you dont have choices and this is the only time when u feel that u r just a begger in this world and beggars can't be choosers.One thing more in this world eveyone wants to grind his own axe and I sometimes feel a kind of execption to this rule. Taking some decisions is not a big deal but sticking to that is the biggest problem. where was I wrong I never found it and where was my decisions wrong was also not known. Someone came in my life as a shining sun in the morning and in the evening bright morning turned into a dark night. I wont ever think of anyone now and I have decided I wont do anything wrong in my life even if the situation comes I will fight with it.I will do something before I could say to this world that I am right and I was never wrong.
How come someone leaves you just because they got their work done?Are people so selfish?Yes most of them are like them.Anyway I have learnt a new lesson and I hope I should take care in future. Some idiots are still bothering me and embarrassing me these days but thats secondary issue I will fight to this world again and I will only utter something when I am done otherwise I will start talking to myself and I think I wont be having time for others to listen or to talk.A person can talk to one person at a time and now I am trying to talk to myself.How far I will be successful I dont know but I am sure one day I will win and I will get what I deserve and if I am lucky enough then I will get what I like and I like ..... and I wish I could get that in my life.Really at this point of time I am not missing you ......... ok all the best and happy holi
VInod

Group of Nine

NIce work gooooooooooogs.. I will be scribbling it often just give me space and time ..today got some weird kind of feelings something wrong happened and it was really embarrased.
chal gg bye

Misunderstanding breaks relationships

I never thought even in my dream that the moment I am going to face next would bring something that I never expected.I had lot of experiences of sweet and sour taste of this life. This one was really bitter neither sweet nor sour.Truth is bitter but all bitter is not truth.I person whom I thought she wont never mind my words as I always say just for the sake of saying and nothing seriously she did mind it and there comes the problem again.How can someone be so word catching.If I say good no one cares and the moment I say something bad it goes into the nerves.
Is it my fault, if I said everything by thinking she wont mind because I thought she is just like me but I was reallly wrong and I got the punishment for the sins that I committed unknowingly.I have no more grievances with anyone not even with myself because I really dont want to have it.I know u may not be reading it but I am sure one day u will and then you will realise where were u wrong.I just want to say you one thing "Dont take my words to your heart because I am also a human being and I too say something I dont mean it really".You are really a nice person and I really respect your feelings and even I would have reacted the same when someone else would speak something like that to me for someone who is mine.And you too did the same.I respect your decision and would just ask for forgiveness and I hope it wont be repeated again.
One most important thing I realised today is that whatever you think and whatever you say just dont say it until you know the person whom you are speaking with and never say it to those people who are not like you.I take things easily and dont want to give my mind unneccesary burden.But how come you keep your head cool if there is something wrong in your mind. Tension makes a man more tensed and so I never wanted to take this stupid things after an incident but this came and this ahppened again with me and this is really bothering me.I never want to hurt anyone not even my enemy then how can I think of hurting you the one whom I respect and like too.
Well I have many things to say u and I am sure you are really kind enough to give me chance to speak my words so that we could decide where were we wrong.I hope you are ok and will be fine even if we are no more interested.I will try to know wht is wrong with me?and Was it so bad ? Anyway I have important work to finish so lets see when I get time to talk to you.
Bye Vinod
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