I've seen moments in life where you dont have any choice and this was the time when I had been asked to finish the work within a specified time limit. Earlier I was doing just BC and hardly gave the value of work until I got pressure from my PM after all he too expects something from me.Since last 5 days I was just stuck up with one point where my condition was just like snake and mole.If snake gulps the mole he will die or if he throws it away he will turn blind (just heard not sure :P).I was told to leave this work and start a new one without finishing it if I couldnt do it by friday ie by today.
I suddenly got the idea at around 3'O clock in the evening and then I thought It will surely work and it did work with small errors but that is insignificant.I relaxed for 1 hour and then did some BC. At around 7:00 pm I came to office cabin and since then I started working like a hell.I took break for few minutes two times and finally at around 4:00 in the morning I am able to do atleast some work that could be shown tomorrow.Let's see if he gets impressed with me.I had to study a lot but couldnt do so cuz it took more time than I had expected.
Today was a great day for me as everything was going simply gr8. Talked with many ppl and really enjoyed today though enjoyment was encircled within myself. This moment of time also I am feeling relaxed :).No updates from myside because everything is same for me just time passed. It was just another day for me but with little difference. It was really a great learning experience when u have a deadline and it is not like our college deadlines that is often being changed or postponed but here at company U have to do it by any how.well now feeling sleepy.
A**** u always say gud morning gud evening n gud night but y didnt u come online since last 3 days. DD how r u doing ? This time I thought I would talk to u for a while but u r not online :(. DS I didnt get the reply yet ?? RS aap kahan ho?didnt see u since long time.JG I think u r quite busy these days. Chalo catch u all tomorrow.Bye vinod
Friday, September 30, 2005
Monday, September 19, 2005
Best Interview of my life
It was just dinner time and I had my dinner @ 8:00 and after roaming for some time ........ a snail was putting himself inside a shell wher he couldnt manage to see or infact he didnt want to see neone.It was still 10:00 AM when the hour hand of the standalone wall clock is struggling to creep forward.It showed me 2 hours to go for 12:00 and this small snell was still in the shell keeping himself invisible from outer world.Only one light was on in the big hall and someone without music managed to stick at one place. Yeah this snail was me.I spent whole night without any break preparing for most awaited interview.
Well I knew in advance this is gonna be the toughest one for me as this time only IITians and NITians were shortlisted in the written test. I was even ready to face this hurdle and infact prepared well to do atleast better there and to put some good show there.Till the morning when sun has even had finished his sleep and was waiting out to show me the beauty of day.Birds were chirping was not a new things I often hear them doing so.It was now around 6:15 when I decide I should take some break and I did then after having small nap of around 1 and half hour I got up with fuss as it was already 8:00.It was long way to go for interview becas it was too far from here I have already experienced it and I missed the motorola test at the very same place.So the same situation came in front of me.
Anyway it was in my sub conscious mind tht the company Im gonna for the interview is one of the best and they r so friendly that they understand the problems.so Iwas sure I would be having my interview even if I get little late. Infact I was late ther again by half an hour and my wait has got the break when he called me.I was a bit nervous before the interview but after 1-2 mins I controlled and everything was fine.It reminded me the days of my ISI interview when I was given a board and pen to explain and solve the problem on the board though here this was my choice so I asked for the board and pen.Interview was on and on and it was to my surprise I was really doing well there and I answered almost all the questions with little bit errors but it was quite goood. The second person started asking me about all the maths problems and asked me to solve but hopefully i conviced him by solving almost all except one or two.He then asked me simple puzzles that I solved but in other one I got struck up in the last stage.Neway it was really an intereting experience for me.
Then the real trouble came when I faced the third person.she began with some OS concepts that was fine.THen slowly slowly she went inside the internals and all.I tried to solve all the questions but it was beyond my limit as I was not much comfortable with that very topic IPC programming :(.But they were more than friendly and I liked their attitudes they were always helping me at every stage and it was like talking with someone with no fear and no tension.I didnt get it that I know but I enjoyed a lot and this is the first interview which went for 3 and half hours at a streatch without any break and I really liked it a lot.May be this is the begining for me but I m sure if I keep on studying like this the world is not far from me.I can catch the world and would see this beautiful rainbow of life.Well I wish myself best of luck for others if any I get chance.I have now no chance with me for the time being.
chalo still feeling hungry:(
bye
Well I knew in advance this is gonna be the toughest one for me as this time only IITians and NITians were shortlisted in the written test. I was even ready to face this hurdle and infact prepared well to do atleast better there and to put some good show there.Till the morning when sun has even had finished his sleep and was waiting out to show me the beauty of day.Birds were chirping was not a new things I often hear them doing so.It was now around 6:15 when I decide I should take some break and I did then after having small nap of around 1 and half hour I got up with fuss as it was already 8:00.It was long way to go for interview becas it was too far from here I have already experienced it and I missed the motorola test at the very same place.So the same situation came in front of me.
Anyway it was in my sub conscious mind tht the company Im gonna for the interview is one of the best and they r so friendly that they understand the problems.so Iwas sure I would be having my interview even if I get little late. Infact I was late ther again by half an hour and my wait has got the break when he called me.I was a bit nervous before the interview but after 1-2 mins I controlled and everything was fine.It reminded me the days of my ISI interview when I was given a board and pen to explain and solve the problem on the board though here this was my choice so I asked for the board and pen.Interview was on and on and it was to my surprise I was really doing well there and I answered almost all the questions with little bit errors but it was quite goood. The second person started asking me about all the maths problems and asked me to solve but hopefully i conviced him by solving almost all except one or two.He then asked me simple puzzles that I solved but in other one I got struck up in the last stage.Neway it was really an intereting experience for me.
Then the real trouble came when I faced the third person.she began with some OS concepts that was fine.THen slowly slowly she went inside the internals and all.I tried to solve all the questions but it was beyond my limit as I was not much comfortable with that very topic IPC programming :(.But they were more than friendly and I liked their attitudes they were always helping me at every stage and it was like talking with someone with no fear and no tension.I didnt get it that I know but I enjoyed a lot and this is the first interview which went for 3 and half hours at a streatch without any break and I really liked it a lot.May be this is the begining for me but I m sure if I keep on studying like this the world is not far from me.I can catch the world and would see this beautiful rainbow of life.Well I wish myself best of luck for others if any I get chance.I have now no chance with me for the time being.
chalo still feeling hungry:(
bye
Friday, September 16, 2005
Life is a crap
Soooooooo crap u cant imagine wht is there in its hand . A moment back u feel u have got everything the very next moment u will realise that there was nothing at all................ so life is a crap. Mine routine got a shift n now I'm virtually working in night shift.I used to sleep during my office hour n do my work only during night.well I guess my PM is not at all worried abt this but he is just ok if I'm working my part. Today itself I missed two calls n couldnt call back her cuz I m out of money n really cant afford to make any calls and tht also std ones.
My day now starts at 1 PM almost everyday.After getting myself refreshed the clock short hand could creep to make 30 degree by that time.By the time I reached to office only just two hours are left and I could hardly find anything to do at that time beside chatting or brwosing the internet.I just pass my day doing these things and not actually putting my efforts in right direction.Only night with the mooon I have something mine... I can't just afford to miss the great scenery of meeting of lovely moon with lots of twinkling stars. So verbally I would admit my day start only in night .Wild dreams and unfulfilled desires always knock my brain to come out of the shells.I hardly manage to give them a right plateform to execute their programs because most of the time my CPU is busy with craps.Even I cant give my dream user an illusion of virtual memory cuz memory utilisation has already passed its limit.
Some c fundae instantly blow out of my so called brainny head.Dont find time to get into it with lots of thinking.arey yaaar wht the hell I'm writing it.
Yaaar sometimes I think ....... why these words are still soem scambled and jumbled words that I m still unable to give them a right sentence to speak its meaning.Its me thats why.I'm not a stupid I guess but during my hard times of bankrupt I'm still wasting money like helllll god knows wht will happen to me if I couldnt get the salary for this month tooo.Now worried at my part but thinking of others whom I've to return.well I started trying to improve my so called HINGLISH lets see who are with me to give me better support.hopefully some of my strangers r really helpful n caring they do help me but as I mentioned earlier I'm not a good decision taker so didnt make up my mind. Neway in a sentence if somebody asks me what is life for me .......... then I would promptly say LIFE IS A CRAP FOR ME.
DD how r u doing ??I think u got some ideas right??:P hunt still on:O .Archue wht was the message u sent didnt understand yaaar.Giving u missed call @3 means I'm still ther.My dear unknown inspiration I know u r busy with ur exams but still u could steal some moments to get back to ur unknown friends neway all the best to u. Welllll I can understand u DS sometimes it does happen with me when someone calls me I'm busy n tired.S ...u shouldnt think much abt nething....arey yaaar if ther is no yahooo u can have gooooogle n msn ther:) dont worry.4 some1 I care ........ its really becoming hard to forget u as I try more to forget more I remember u.I can replace ur s** with many but unfortunately I cant replace u with ne1.Do better next time and all the best.
chalo I'm not finding the words to write here...........
gud bbuy
vinod
My day now starts at 1 PM almost everyday.After getting myself refreshed the clock short hand could creep to make 30 degree by that time.By the time I reached to office only just two hours are left and I could hardly find anything to do at that time beside chatting or brwosing the internet.I just pass my day doing these things and not actually putting my efforts in right direction.Only night with the mooon I have something mine... I can't just afford to miss the great scenery of meeting of lovely moon with lots of twinkling stars. So verbally I would admit my day start only in night .Wild dreams and unfulfilled desires always knock my brain to come out of the shells.I hardly manage to give them a right plateform to execute their programs because most of the time my CPU is busy with craps.Even I cant give my dream user an illusion of virtual memory cuz memory utilisation has already passed its limit.
Some c fundae instantly blow out of my so called brainny head.Dont find time to get into it with lots of thinking.arey yaaar wht the hell I'm writing it.
Yaaar sometimes I think ....... why these words are still soem scambled and jumbled words that I m still unable to give them a right sentence to speak its meaning.Its me thats why.I'm not a stupid I guess but during my hard times of bankrupt I'm still wasting money like helllll god knows wht will happen to me if I couldnt get the salary for this month tooo.Now worried at my part but thinking of others whom I've to return.well I started trying to improve my so called HINGLISH lets see who are with me to give me better support.hopefully some of my strangers r really helpful n caring they do help me but as I mentioned earlier I'm not a good decision taker so didnt make up my mind. Neway in a sentence if somebody asks me what is life for me .......... then I would promptly say LIFE IS A CRAP FOR ME.
DD how r u doing ??I think u got some ideas right??:P hunt still on:O .Archue wht was the message u sent didnt understand yaaar.Giving u missed call @3 means I'm still ther.My dear unknown inspiration I know u r busy with ur exams but still u could steal some moments to get back to ur unknown friends neway all the best to u. Welllll I can understand u DS sometimes it does happen with me when someone calls me I'm busy n tired.S ...u shouldnt think much abt nething....arey yaaar if ther is no yahooo u can have gooooogle n msn ther:) dont worry.4 some1 I care ........ its really becoming hard to forget u as I try more to forget more I remember u.I can replace ur s** with many but unfortunately I cant replace u with ne1.Do better next time and all the best.
chalo I'm not finding the words to write here...........
gud bbuy
vinod
Saturday, September 10, 2005
My Hinglish...
Whenever and whereevr I take a small trip in this globe I realise my HINGLISH is #@!!#@& (hope u understand it).Let it be an interview especially HR interviews I m badly kicked off cuz of my long live hinglish. It doesnt get reflected from my writing but surely I can see my voice coming out in mirror with lots of bugs in a single sentence.Yaar I dont understand it why it happens but it does happen everytime.I talk with many ppl even some of the strangers too but y dont they help me with my poor english tht I have developped a notion abt it tht it can't be reformed now.Hereby I request some of my strangers who r reading my blogs to kindly talk to me in ENGLISH not in HINGLISH n let me provide with the grace of learning this british accent.I've always been in a category of desiring who do deserve but never try.Hail to this group ... now I could lionize myself by leaving this #$%@#$ community gonna practice english.
Well a&%$#@ amal gave me hard times called me for treat and take from me itself :( :( I'm not gonna leave him for sure.Two days back it was girish b'day could came to know late night only n hardly we could manage to arrange nething.neway it went well ending up with less fuss no bumbs neway.I've still 15 days to improve my accent I got a grace period to get it refined otherwise they will again $#%@^%$ me.Archu back now had some problem with internet.I stopped talking to some1 whom I used to disturbed a lot thinking to give her some space. Have got a new $#@%$ but not scared to lose cuz I've nothing to lose now :) so I'm standing on the safer side.Been to the forum 3 days this weeeks enjoyed a lot caught up with old school friend.planning to go today somewhere with my roommate. hey I'm still looking for someone who could help me in improving my english so ne gr8 soul can take initiative to help this poor soul otherwise this poor soul wont find peace newhere.
It's 6 am in the morning didnt feel like sleeping so came to office for doing BC.Not much for my updates today hopefully I come up with some more updates.Unknown stranger if u r reading then think abt me for a moment ........... when ther is something to share CHATTING is not an option.guess by this time u might have understood the reason being so friendly with u."U might 've wonderful eyes but I'm not good at telling lies".rest is fine only. No salary yet still can manage to survive here for quite sometime.My hobby changed into thinking n thinking but which direction I dont know.
Bbuy Vinod
Well a&%$#@ amal gave me hard times called me for treat and take from me itself :( :( I'm not gonna leave him for sure.Two days back it was girish b'day could came to know late night only n hardly we could manage to arrange nething.neway it went well ending up with less fuss no bumbs neway.I've still 15 days to improve my accent I got a grace period to get it refined otherwise they will again $#%@^%$ me.Archu back now had some problem with internet.I stopped talking to some1 whom I used to disturbed a lot thinking to give her some space. Have got a new $#@%$ but not scared to lose cuz I've nothing to lose now :) so I'm standing on the safer side.Been to the forum 3 days this weeeks enjoyed a lot caught up with old school friend.planning to go today somewhere with my roommate. hey I'm still looking for someone who could help me in improving my english so ne gr8 soul can take initiative to help this poor soul otherwise this poor soul wont find peace newhere.
It's 6 am in the morning didnt feel like sleeping so came to office for doing BC.Not much for my updates today hopefully I come up with some more updates.Unknown stranger if u r reading then think abt me for a moment ........... when ther is something to share CHATTING is not an option.guess by this time u might have understood the reason being so friendly with u."U might 've wonderful eyes but I'm not good at telling lies".rest is fine only. No salary yet still can manage to survive here for quite sometime.My hobby changed into thinking n thinking but which direction I dont know.
Bbuy Vinod
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
You r here ...
Of course silence sometimes have loudest voice.It doesnt need words from mouth to come out.It rather gets its voice from your heart and speak with eyes.I've this silence within me for long time tht is still fighting with tears for who will come out first. Sania's defeat by Sarapova is different than India's defeat by Kenya (not recently). The same situation have arrived with me.
Forget it ......... why to penitence the old story if you always have new to go with it.Let's mark the begining of new untold story.Yaar this online life is really very very gr8 I met someone online just a replica of me even I couldnt beleive it.Everything happens for a good reason I dont disagree with this petal of life. I've no compunction now with myself not getting wht I wanted cuz there r still some amiable person on this earth becas of whom this earth has become a living place.
Just talked for two hours brought a great sense of attatchment cuz both r same in one or other other sense.Let u know if nething more happens. going back for my updates... was not feeling well called up my PL and asked for leave today.Last night didnt sleep was chatting for most of the time n did some work so couldnt sleep tht resulted me misery n tiredness.Still not feeling so well but tried to do something today. Someone after a long time sent a mesg tht I really wanted to forget but again transient caprice bileaf struck my brain wire. Suddenly she got back to me tht I tried to forget for long time .... yaar why I'm so unlucky when I have it I never cared now I dont want again it bothers me.chalo see kya hota hai but let me go my own way.One more thing SETLabs@Infosys has become a burden for me now....so overt solution is to get rid of it.After a renaile try cudn't find any option yet still looking for a change.
Hey if u r reading it then I'm sure I will come online on saturday to chat when u dont have any work to do.Hopefully u shouldnt have any qualms regarding it.chalo raaat kaphi ho gayi hai sonaa bhi hai. well archu .... I wish nothing wrong happened with u but u dint tell me wher wer u for last two days .... missing u re :P :P :P (kidding)
Buy gud nite.Vinod
Forget it ......... why to penitence the old story if you always have new to go with it.Let's mark the begining of new untold story.Yaar this online life is really very very gr8 I met someone online just a replica of me even I couldnt beleive it.Everything happens for a good reason I dont disagree with this petal of life. I've no compunction now with myself not getting wht I wanted cuz there r still some amiable person on this earth becas of whom this earth has become a living place.
Just talked for two hours brought a great sense of attatchment cuz both r same in one or other other sense.Let u know if nething more happens. going back for my updates... was not feeling well called up my PL and asked for leave today.Last night didnt sleep was chatting for most of the time n did some work so couldnt sleep tht resulted me misery n tiredness.Still not feeling so well but tried to do something today. Someone after a long time sent a mesg tht I really wanted to forget but again transient caprice bileaf struck my brain wire. Suddenly she got back to me tht I tried to forget for long time .... yaar why I'm so unlucky when I have it I never cared now I dont want again it bothers me.chalo see kya hota hai but let me go my own way.One more thing SETLabs@Infosys has become a burden for me now....so overt solution is to get rid of it.After a renaile try cudn't find any option yet still looking for a change.
Hey if u r reading it then I'm sure I will come online on saturday to chat when u dont have any work to do.Hopefully u shouldnt have any qualms regarding it.chalo raaat kaphi ho gayi hai sonaa bhi hai. well archu .... I wish nothing wrong happened with u but u dint tell me wher wer u for last two days .... missing u re :P :P :P (kidding)
Buy gud nite.Vinod
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