Very Idiotic Non Operational Dude

Life is so uncertain that u cant even tell wht is gonna be happen in the very next moment...... A week back I was in air of happiness and every blooming flowers in the garden of this blue sky used to showers me with their frangrance but now I myself in the dirty gutter (shoudlnt be used this strong word).Life has become hell for me ... not becas I am at wrong place but becas I am at the right place at wrong time.I am stil lin SETLabs but the world is changed for me.
Today I realised wht is the importance of brand name.Yeah may be IIIT has a brand name in Hyd but it has no name in infy as I guess becas they have still put us aside and they didnt even think of taking any person for SETLabs.
I would call myself lucky in this regard as I am working in a team of reseach project and this is the only section (hopefully I am right) where hard core programming is done.I could be a bit unlucky abt the status and the designation here as I am not among those IITians who got into SETLabs with me.They are at higher position thn me and they are paid differently. well might be our work are similar but responsibily differs. well I am still confused .... should I stay here in this hostile world or should I go for some other even smaller company than infy.Becas its a bit uncomfortable for me to work there as I feel inferior in front of them though superior to other infian. But I guess this statement suits me right this time ...... "Sometimes it is better to be tail of the Lion than the head of the rats."
Chalo koi baat nahi .... life is a challenge and I should take it as it comes.I will be trying for other companies too but at the same time I would be working in so called INFY.yaar package does matter.anyway wht could be done at this point of time I even told them tht I m gonna leave this company soon.who could be so rude than me.neways for the time being I am enjoying banglore....so exciting to be here.so colourful.... and I would say one thing for sure if you have money u can even buy the sky....everything can be bought here with money and for me this is the only problem.*****Instinctly it comes from my heart .... I think we should be born old and get younger every year - that would be perfect - by the time u have the money and the experience - u'll be young enough to enjoy life.****.
Bye Vinod ~