Someone I like....

I like not only to be loved, but also to be told that I am loved. I am not sure that you are of the same mind. But the realm of silence is large enough beyond the grave. This is the world of light and speech, and I shall take leave to tell you that you are very dear " --George Eliot This is somethin meant for ppl in my life who kno what they mean to me i often forget to let them kno this..someplace else though i shall.....
DONT CONFUSE AFTER READING THIS .......... THESE ARE NOT MY WORDS Well I liked it so much.

Now the real things come here not going away from the topic.I wont say that I am the exception of the rules made by the nature tht before meeting a right person one come across wrong ones. This is also the case with me but I wont say they were wrong but infact they were right on their part.I still like them though they havent done good to me.Let bygones be bygones ...... these were the things of past and somewhere down my memory lane these words got voices and even echo my ear sometimes but really nightmare too have end. Since begining I never realised to be with anybody n I feel I can still live alone without talking to even a single person but that wont be going to help me. This happened with me becas I learnt how to talk with myself and I dont need anyone to talk with even if I am alone.
I had passion of doing something when I came here but due to some unavoidable situations I got trapped and was betrayed from my real goal.Opps I am again going away from the real topic. During my last semester only I found someone who earned respect from me. I started liking her most even though I have not much idea but its true ........... I wud call my dream to be sweet when she appears once in that. Her name is undoubtable starts from unlucky letter for me. But still name cant bring destiny with it so I hardly care abt the starting letter. A girl who is more intelligent than me more beautiful than almost all classmates ........ most sensible most respecting and above all most humorous (this quality I like most) became my friend and I couldnt even sensed when I started liking her. Nobody knows u better than urself and so do I. I have no desire or wish for her but one thing is sure if I ever be successful in life anywhere the main reason and driving force would be her inspiration.
I cant even imagined in my dream to be with her but I have a wish to be atleast coming somewhere near to her so that I can stand in front of her and say my unspoken words that are hidden deep inside my heart. I promise I wud never cry even after her negative response becas it is me who have created this unnamed relationships tht is more than friendship so I have no right to repent on something goes happen wrong if any. The only thing I wish to have is HER PRICELESS TRUST. I would count myself to be lucky if I ever get her that trust n would be friends forever. I hvae one more thing to say I like my chat friends more than my friends over her and even trust more to them than my friends over here becas I know atleast they listen to me and thats wht matter for me.Today someone made me off cuz I couldnt win her trust in all these two weeeks and that made me turned down. May be someday she will realise wht she lost.......
Sometimes I miss you so much that I sleep for dreaming to get you back here.............................................................si.
Bye
Vinod