Chirping of birds in the sky, twinkling stars during moonlight night, rising of sun in the early morning etc etc doesnt bring any happiness to me these days becas these days of my life are really hell for me. NO good news came so far , nothing great happened with me, no word of appreciation of my work and really nothing at all came wihout fuss. Looking as if I am alone standing in the middle of an island with no endling corner and nowhere to run nowhere really to get adjust. From down to dusk I have no real work spending time with this babage idiotic machine who doesnt even understand the feelings of anyone who is playing with it.
If I were a thief and could fly in the sky I would have stolen two bright stars for my eye who could dream well.Even night disturbs a lot with no sense of happiness.yeah still I m alive thats what matter to me. There are always problems in life and we have to face them boldly.Nothing to worry about. Atleast I am better than million who are even in worse condtion than I am.I am better than many and I belong to privillege group who has brought the problems himself with his deads.well no getting right words to write more.gotta go. bye vinod
Friday, May 27, 2005
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Moments with some good ones.
Moments I spent here with some people I would never forgot.Not gonna write abt group 9 with whom I used to go to parties, movies , marketting, dinner n blah blah. But these people whom I can call friends atleast they had ear to listen my unspoken words. They wud realise one day wht they mean to me n I'm sure wht I mean to them.
U can easily jugde if u r in IIIT by seeing me with Arjun , a really gr8 guy with lots of brains but he doesnt find the right word to speak it out properly. only the ppl like me cud understand his broken words. Well most of my time I used to spent with him in his room doing BC but tht wasnt real BC I learnt a lot frm him. I know I wont be missing him becas I'm sure I wud find some1 like him whereever I go but frangrace of his presence inside my heart wud surely be with me forever. It is becas of arjun my CGPA is better than him becas at every point he helped me n for the fact I can tell u tht he never get frustrated by anything and that is the best thing I like in him. He rarely gets wht he deserves but no1 knows the real cause but I do.Neway a simple guy whom I really admire for his help throughout my study here. I had a real shoulder to cry on , a uninterupped ear to put my words without fear, an eye where I can see lots of dreams to share.
Second person with whom one cud easily notice is dixit but being together is not called friendship. So I never thought tht he is my friend but of course he was very close to me (a true member of our group 9). He is really not a cool guy becas he buys tension with money.Well really a hard working and good at heart never thinks to harm anyone. The only problem with him is he is an egotist (a person always talks abt himself) I never found myself comfortable in uttering my real words to him. He never given me opportunity to say wht I feel but always used to say his story which I really liked. I'm a human being n even I have heart where I do feel something so I too need someone to listen me but for me he was never a good listener.Anyway he is a great guy , helping nature and famous among girls and most important thing is he is very humorous and friendly.
Patke a real friend of mine. Whenever I dont get anything done, if I dont find anyone to help me .. when I have something to share then this guy always stands before me to listen me a guy whom I respect for his help.I nver wanted to come closer to him becas of some1 who is really very close to him. But though he is very close to me n share most of his secrets with me.I liked his helping nature but to understand him properly one needs to be with for quite sometime.A friend of mine since very first year.A perfect all rounder n let others feel jealous of him... I like him too.Atleast u can tell this person a true friend.
Patti a nver understood close person to me.Since he likes the company of lonelyness so he used to be alone and even I guess he enjoys being alone.He came in close contact with me when we were in 2nd year and since then he had been a close person to me. Well he will never realise wht he meant to me but I know in the sense of study he gave me some good piece of advice.I like his nature of critically analysing the problems and giving comments of how things are going on.Well I wanted to talk to this guy becas there was a self hidden behind it.I wanted to improve my communication skills and this is the right person with whom I can freely say whatever I can .... with little bit taking care of pronunciation n grammar.We are hardly friends and he too knows we are not friends but smt is ther inside both so we again got together after one year gap we stopped talking becas sometimes he is really weird but I guess this is a childhood problem so who cares becas I no him now.A great guy in studying going to get his brain drained in US.
A person whom I met before coming here. A great person but equally egoistic than me.Asheesh has been my friend since the begining and he is really a very helping friend who can harm himself for helping others.Only problem is sometimes he behaves weird that I didnt like and since I m also egoist we now dont talk these days. A person really cool even if he gets less marks he hardly cares good at study and a very very good listener and thats wht I liked in him.He is the one with whom I used to share secrets but not all . He is also very close to me it doesnt matter if we talk or dont talk. But I know wht he meant to me and he might one day realise wht I meant to him.A true friend if u r his friend otherwise just a stranger. A caring and helping person now a days lost in gaming.
Thats all I have here at IIIT though there are few others too but they are not so close but yup they r also good to me, But they r not someone whom I meant to them a lot or they meant to me a lot.
Its long only naaa.
chalo bye Vinod
U can easily jugde if u r in IIIT by seeing me with Arjun , a really gr8 guy with lots of brains but he doesnt find the right word to speak it out properly. only the ppl like me cud understand his broken words. Well most of my time I used to spent with him in his room doing BC but tht wasnt real BC I learnt a lot frm him. I know I wont be missing him becas I'm sure I wud find some1 like him whereever I go but frangrace of his presence inside my heart wud surely be with me forever. It is becas of arjun my CGPA is better than him becas at every point he helped me n for the fact I can tell u tht he never get frustrated by anything and that is the best thing I like in him. He rarely gets wht he deserves but no1 knows the real cause but I do.Neway a simple guy whom I really admire for his help throughout my study here. I had a real shoulder to cry on , a uninterupped ear to put my words without fear, an eye where I can see lots of dreams to share.
Second person with whom one cud easily notice is dixit but being together is not called friendship. So I never thought tht he is my friend but of course he was very close to me (a true member of our group 9). He is really not a cool guy becas he buys tension with money.Well really a hard working and good at heart never thinks to harm anyone. The only problem with him is he is an egotist (a person always talks abt himself) I never found myself comfortable in uttering my real words to him. He never given me opportunity to say wht I feel but always used to say his story which I really liked. I'm a human being n even I have heart where I do feel something so I too need someone to listen me but for me he was never a good listener.Anyway he is a great guy , helping nature and famous among girls and most important thing is he is very humorous and friendly.
Patke a real friend of mine. Whenever I dont get anything done, if I dont find anyone to help me .. when I have something to share then this guy always stands before me to listen me a guy whom I respect for his help.I nver wanted to come closer to him becas of some1 who is really very close to him. But though he is very close to me n share most of his secrets with me.I liked his helping nature but to understand him properly one needs to be with for quite sometime.A friend of mine since very first year.A perfect all rounder n let others feel jealous of him... I like him too.Atleast u can tell this person a true friend.
Patti a nver understood close person to me.Since he likes the company of lonelyness so he used to be alone and even I guess he enjoys being alone.He came in close contact with me when we were in 2nd year and since then he had been a close person to me. Well he will never realise wht he meant to me but I know in the sense of study he gave me some good piece of advice.I like his nature of critically analysing the problems and giving comments of how things are going on.Well I wanted to talk to this guy becas there was a self hidden behind it.I wanted to improve my communication skills and this is the right person with whom I can freely say whatever I can .... with little bit taking care of pronunciation n grammar.We are hardly friends and he too knows we are not friends but smt is ther inside both so we again got together after one year gap we stopped talking becas sometimes he is really weird but I guess this is a childhood problem so who cares becas I no him now.A great guy in studying going to get his brain drained in US.
A person whom I met before coming here. A great person but equally egoistic than me.Asheesh has been my friend since the begining and he is really a very helping friend who can harm himself for helping others.Only problem is sometimes he behaves weird that I didnt like and since I m also egoist we now dont talk these days. A person really cool even if he gets less marks he hardly cares good at study and a very very good listener and thats wht I liked in him.He is the one with whom I used to share secrets but not all . He is also very close to me it doesnt matter if we talk or dont talk. But I know wht he meant to me and he might one day realise wht I meant to him.A true friend if u r his friend otherwise just a stranger. A caring and helping person now a days lost in gaming.
Thats all I have here at IIIT though there are few others too but they are not so close but yup they r also good to me, But they r not someone whom I meant to them a lot or they meant to me a lot.
Its long only naaa.
chalo bye Vinod
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Someone I like....
I like not only to be loved, but also to be told that I am loved. I am not sure that you are of the same mind. But the realm of silence is large enough beyond the grave. This is the world of light and speech, and I shall take leave to tell you that you are very dear " --George Eliot This is somethin meant for ppl in my life who kno what they mean to me i often forget to let them kno this..someplace else though i shall.....
DONT CONFUSE AFTER READING THIS .......... THESE ARE NOT MY WORDS Well I liked it so much.
Now the real things come here not going away from the topic.I wont say that I am the exception of the rules made by the nature tht before meeting a right person one come across wrong ones. This is also the case with me but I wont say they were wrong but infact they were right on their part.I still like them though they havent done good to me.Let bygones be bygones ...... these were the things of past and somewhere down my memory lane these words got voices and even echo my ear sometimes but really nightmare too have end. Since begining I never realised to be with anybody n I feel I can still live alone without talking to even a single person but that wont be going to help me. This happened with me becas I learnt how to talk with myself and I dont need anyone to talk with even if I am alone.
I had passion of doing something when I came here but due to some unavoidable situations I got trapped and was betrayed from my real goal.Opps I am again going away from the real topic. During my last semester only I found someone who earned respect from me. I started liking her most even though I have not much idea but its true ........... I wud call my dream to be sweet when she appears once in that. Her name is undoubtable starts from unlucky letter for me. But still name cant bring destiny with it so I hardly care abt the starting letter. A girl who is more intelligent than me more beautiful than almost all classmates ........ most sensible most respecting and above all most humorous (this quality I like most) became my friend and I couldnt even sensed when I started liking her. Nobody knows u better than urself and so do I. I have no desire or wish for her but one thing is sure if I ever be successful in life anywhere the main reason and driving force would be her inspiration.
I cant even imagined in my dream to be with her but I have a wish to be atleast coming somewhere near to her so that I can stand in front of her and say my unspoken words that are hidden deep inside my heart. I promise I wud never cry even after her negative response becas it is me who have created this unnamed relationships tht is more than friendship so I have no right to repent on something goes happen wrong if any. The only thing I wish to have is HER PRICELESS TRUST. I would count myself to be lucky if I ever get her that trust n would be friends forever. I hvae one more thing to say I like my chat friends more than my friends over her and even trust more to them than my friends over here becas I know atleast they listen to me and thats wht matter for me.Today someone made me off cuz I couldnt win her trust in all these two weeeks and that made me turned down. May be someday she will realise wht she lost.......
Sometimes I miss you so much that I sleep for dreaming to get you back here.............................................................si.
Bye
Vinod
DONT CONFUSE AFTER READING THIS .......... THESE ARE NOT MY WORDS Well I liked it so much.
Now the real things come here not going away from the topic.I wont say that I am the exception of the rules made by the nature tht before meeting a right person one come across wrong ones. This is also the case with me but I wont say they were wrong but infact they were right on their part.I still like them though they havent done good to me.Let bygones be bygones ...... these were the things of past and somewhere down my memory lane these words got voices and even echo my ear sometimes but really nightmare too have end. Since begining I never realised to be with anybody n I feel I can still live alone without talking to even a single person but that wont be going to help me. This happened with me becas I learnt how to talk with myself and I dont need anyone to talk with even if I am alone.
I had passion of doing something when I came here but due to some unavoidable situations I got trapped and was betrayed from my real goal.Opps I am again going away from the real topic. During my last semester only I found someone who earned respect from me. I started liking her most even though I have not much idea but its true ........... I wud call my dream to be sweet when she appears once in that. Her name is undoubtable starts from unlucky letter for me. But still name cant bring destiny with it so I hardly care abt the starting letter. A girl who is more intelligent than me more beautiful than almost all classmates ........ most sensible most respecting and above all most humorous (this quality I like most) became my friend and I couldnt even sensed when I started liking her. Nobody knows u better than urself and so do I. I have no desire or wish for her but one thing is sure if I ever be successful in life anywhere the main reason and driving force would be her inspiration.
I cant even imagined in my dream to be with her but I have a wish to be atleast coming somewhere near to her so that I can stand in front of her and say my unspoken words that are hidden deep inside my heart. I promise I wud never cry even after her negative response becas it is me who have created this unnamed relationships tht is more than friendship so I have no right to repent on something goes happen wrong if any. The only thing I wish to have is HER PRICELESS TRUST. I would count myself to be lucky if I ever get her that trust n would be friends forever. I hvae one more thing to say I like my chat friends more than my friends over her and even trust more to them than my friends over here becas I know atleast they listen to me and thats wht matter for me.Today someone made me off cuz I couldnt win her trust in all these two weeeks and that made me turned down. May be someday she will realise wht she lost.......
Sometimes I miss you so much that I sleep for dreaming to get you back here.............................................................si.
Bye
Vinod
A poem got in email .
This is dedicated to someone I like most now.
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.
Bye Vinod
If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.
Bye Vinod
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