A nearly good day :)

I dont know why it happened with me but it did happen as usual I got up at 9:30 AM and since my mirror doesnt want to get away from me so it is always there touching my bed.I saw my face in the mirror and expecting nothing out of this day today.But the first thing happened good to me was I got a positive response from somewhere though I am not sure if anything good happen to me because of this but I am sure I got happiness for the moment.
Well it was not the end of the story.... the otherhand I got something new too.It was something that I would not like to mention it but I am sure it was really really nice experience.
Addition of one more friend in my list infact two more friends in yahoo :).Lets see how long it goes with them.
Like to avail this opportunity to make a good and nice friend and this time I wont lose because of my ego or stupidity.Because in the end we remember not the words of our enemy but the silence of our friends. These things are trivial. I liked talking and really like it very much and would like to have this forever if possible.
"If a person writes "aquarius" on registration form where it is written "sign here"" the he must be a ********.
bye bye 2004 ........ sorry I will be missing you forever in my life.
vinod

ITs life dear

Well yesterday it was one of the bad day for me as it made me realised what is life for a average person. I would definitely count myself among the average students here so there is no point of discussion about the status and rewards.With the rise of the Sun in the east I also opened my eyes at around 5 O clock it was not because I wished for but it was all someone was waiting for the voice chat.I got up and talked for half an hour and did nothing just studied a bit.
NOw here comes the first problem. I got a news that wasnt even good at all for me then I came to room and read my mail there also I found another bad news for me. Then I went to main building there one bad news was waiting for me.I came back with lots of bad things yesterday and then in the room I just wasted my room and was frustrated but this shows how weak I am.
This is life my dear someone told me and the moment I am spending here is not gonna come again in the life again.SO I must try to blow airs of happiness into every moment of this life balloon and let the life to fly high over the hills in the blue sky.Understanding the mystery of life is not a cup of tea for everybody but those who understand it they surely get success in life.I remember my brothers words .... Do whatever you feel like say whatever you want to say eat whatever you wish to eat... But keeping one thing in mind NEVER LET OTHERS GET HARMED BY YOU.Sometimes I think ....is this life so bad? IF it is so bad then why do we really like it why dont we go and die somewhere.It is all because this life is really a wonderful moment and this world a wonderful play to enjoy.So what I am doing here now but keeping my goal with me I can cover this journey.
LIFE IS A JOURNEY NOT A DESTINATION.

Inspiration and chat :)

This is always said CHATTING IS NOT GOOD but I would not agree with this statement.I will never admit it as I have got many inspiration from this though it is little time wasting thing but during this you can learn many things too.I have been chatting since last three years now and it is a great experience for me to know the people from the other side of the globe (probably I wont be able to go).In the internet world of chatting you will land in a world of virtual liars and cheaters too but at the same time you can find some true people who dont lie atleast after you know them.
Some people chat to improve typing speed , some chat because they feel alone, some chat just to have some entertainment, some chat because they want to cheat others, some do chats for true friends, some chat to exchange information.But why do I chat???? Its a problem for me to say that because even today I dont know why do I chat but it is fine for me to do this things.
sometimes I think I chat just for the sake of chatting. But it is not 100% right.Well no one would be that much interested to know about why and how and for whom I chat with. The interesting part is that I have learnt a lot after doing it.First of all my typing speed improved, second my english got improved (it is lie as it is not getting reflected here :d) and most importantly I got someone special here.
sorry I got diverted from my heading , today I attended Pavan talk and it was really very inspiring for me atleast though it was not related to my field but it was quite interesting as I could see how much devotion it really need to have such kind of output.I really liked it and it added some energy to do some work hopefully I would study little bit after getting such a inspiration.
well this time it is just 6:52 pm and I want to study something too.so bye for now.
Great person dont do different things but they do it differently.

vinod

something :) to blog this ...

" A Heart Full of Love has no room for envy"
I believe you But you are not always right.

Aaj khushiyo ki koi badhaai dega,
Nikla hai chand to dikhai dega,
E-mohabbat karne walo , dekh ke mohabbat karna,
ek aasu bhi ghira to sunai dega

There is more life than external beauty
what is important in life is
the sweet fragrance of character

I'm Small And The World Is Big
But I'm Not Afraid Of Anything

I believe I am not good but I am better than many people.
~

Sweet and sour

Life is just not a bed of roses there are thorns with these roses and we have to take care of those thorns.I believe I have to do something else rather than thinking and dreaming of course chatting too. There is a real world where we can feel and we can observe we can even realise that what we are.
God is the witness I havent done anything wrong since god dont come for the witness it is the other person residing on the earth who is supposed to admit that you are never wrong.
After lots of wondering in the lost world I was lost in this world where I can see myself as a traveler who travels a lot and wants to find the right place to keep foot on but finds no where to run nowehre to walk.How much I would be running from something its enough now I think its enough of being so modest My soul has done nothing wrong . nothing is there in my heart then why should I keep hurting these two innocent babies.
I believe what I am and I dont want anyone else to decide who I am.I am what I am and there is nothing that can be done against it.I have lots of confusion but we know "Every whys and hows cant be answered" so do my whys and hows are.well some day I might conquer my unknown fear , might defeat my unspoken hesitant, might win over my unseen confusion , might get something what I want to know.
"THIS WORLD IS REALLY A COOL PLACE IF YOU REALLY TAKE IT "

Dont know what to do ??:O

Today was a very busy day for me but still I could steal some moments to write this as this time i m feeling free to write something and add something to my blog.I get inspiration from everyone and I always try to be like them but this is just for mometary.why the hell would I think of being all at the same time.Any nothing gotta do with this.
We have lots of things happen in life so no worries at all.
someone who comes in my dream,
some stranger has been seen in my dream
some pictures are made into my imagination
someone who is not anyone but still someone
thats few lines to fill up this blog.

Na tha manzoor kismat ko na thi marzi baharon ki
Nahi to ish gulista mein kami thi kya nazaron ki

"Never make any such relations that you cant hold"
So never make any promise that you cant make it

Always dream but dont expect all them to be fulfilled.

Jaate jaate chale gaye pata nahi kahan gaye
Jahan bhi gaye achcha hua saale chale gaye

bye for now :p

Ek our jhatka

It was a plesant moring and everything was going uphill I would say and everything was really going fine with me and I thought of something good for me hat day but I dont knwo what god wants from me and the same jhatka happened with me again and again failed in something.
Well I was not supreised but it was just another experience for me and it was just like the other day but I realised that I am not changed and still the same so I need to change for a bit so that I could get myself back of early days where I was something and this is the only goal of a person to know oneself and so I am also trying to get myself back.That was in the past but onw I have to make my future something I learnt in the same yofa classs that day and I could say it was reallly a more intersting thouth everyone knows it but there are very few who realises it and I think I am one of them, Thinf is that we dont live in present we staill live in past and we dont even know it every moment is past or future there is nothing called presesnt. Like when someone is saying that he is speaking in present but the time taken by a word to come out of ysomeones mouth takes sometime and it is more than the time to become present into past.

Yoga classes

Today class was really a great experience for me. Just listening mere is a good way of relaxation.some of the questions raised :
does god exist? Some say god lives in temple , some says that god lives on the mountain , some says he lives everywhere and he is omnipresent but most of them beliver that god dont have any shape but shapeless things dont take cany speace and we cant even think of that shapelsess thing. So god is onceself , everyone is himself/herself god.God is what we think what we feel what we realise in ourselves,
Anothier more interseting thing that was discussed in the calss was about who we are? Are we just a name or just a boudy or just a existence or we are something that we dont know. But the thing is that we are something we cant even describe ew are not just a name and we are not just a body too. we are what we thing what we know about ourselves we can say we are ourselves.
When something is attatched to you then you aoutomaticaly develop afeelings for that particualr things and we have a something attatched to that object and when something goes wrong with that object there comes a feeling of owness in that and then we react according to that particular thing.
The root cause of every suffereing is the limitation that ew limit ourselves to a particualar boundary once we get out of this boundary we will be think like noting has gone wrong or right but everything just a game or some phenomena that has to be occured. we can give the example or cricket here.If there is a match between two other countries we dont feel anything but once the match is between our country and some other counrty then we attatch to it and we limit our thinking to a bournty of counrtyrmen and so we react accornring to the situation and so we dont actually enjoy we show our excitmement by keeping ourselves attatched to this and we really suffer when we get the resualt opposite to what we want and so this is the cause or our suffering.

This blog is written compeltely without seeing a word while writing I hope it doesnt contain so many errors.
Vinod

Lots of work

word learnt:
fervor - intense excitement and enthusiasm
Have lots of work to finish before I can take up some new work and all of a sudden it came altogether.Dont have idea how to go about it. Anyway everything happens for a good reason and I stilll waiting for that good moment to come. I feel I should work now otherwise it will be late for me to start.
bye for now

Height

There are something in the world that I never want to remember but there is a time when you cant even skip it.well that was my past and we live in present.
"You can be god for others but for me You are just a crook"

Aasha thi ki ek deep jalayenge
Andhere ko door bhagayenge
Lekin mujhe ye maloom na tha
Hum ujaale mein hi kho jayenge
Vinod

Nothing is special .....

"...I guess now it's time for me to give up
I feel it's time
Got a picture of you beside me
Got a fist of pure emotion
Got a head of shattered dreams
Gotta leave it, gotta leave it all behind now"

"You may be a princess in the world,
but you cannot be more than a lady"

Memorable day :)

Today I thought of doing something for making this moment memorable. Days are remembered when they are spent in good spring.And in the morning I remembered the same moment for a while and decided to make this moment memorial.A flower that brought a gifts of happiness for me has bloomed on 12th of dec and I have enough reason to remember her.
"Losing confidence is the last option for someone." Dr. Kamal.
We should work "a lot" that means more than little and less than too much.
How about this equation ??Proof it.
"Me+ Not me = Me"

Memorable day :)

Today I thought of doing something for making this moment memorable. Days are remembered when they are spent in good spring.And in the morning I remembered the same moment for a while and decided to make this moment memorial.A flower that brought a gifts of happiness for me has bloomed on 12th of dec and I have enough reason to remember her.
"Losing confidence is the last option for someone." Dr. Kamal.
We should work "a lot" that means more than little and less than too much.
How about this equation ??Proof it.
"Me+ Not me = Me"

VG Scribbles: November 2004

VG Scribbles: November 2004
testing if it is working or not? :)

It is never late to start

This is the day I am gonna change myself completely if I cant then atleast I can try my level best to change something.After all "change is the cry of this world".